Is This What I Need?

I was beginning to wonder, with what seems like almost everyone I know, if I need a blog? My past week has begun to make me think so! This past week was my first week alone with all 4 of the kids. It didn't go too bad...other than the circumstances of the week did not help. Josie and Ethan both have had pneumonia, which was requiring frequent breathing treatments. It didn't seem to make things any easier with frequent nursing, holding Ethan down for breathing treatments and many other demands that 4 kids under 4 have! So, I am hoping that this can be my place to unwind all my thoughts of the week. I know it will only get better with time and adjustment, but so far it is harder than I thought it would be. But like many people have told me, I must have it under control because I can still do it with a smile!!! This is what I always wanted as a little girl, just not this many this fast!!! But God has blessed me with more than I can imagine!!!